Feb 2017
I doubt you still care to read my ****** writings, but if you do I think that's a sign you're still here. Last night you hurt me in a way I never thought to be possible. But I still don't think you meant what you said, i swore it wasn't you talking. The words you said cut so **** deep that I wish I was exaggerating when I said I'm still bleeding. I wish I wished to hate you for breaking my heart, but I can't. I know I'm young dumb and in love, but I also know my heart hasn't stopped pounding since I met you. And I know that sometimes love makes you feel crazy so I'm hoping your words last night were a form of grieving. I hope you come running back to me. Please, never doubt that my arms will be open. My arms are always open for you and I promise I will hold you close. I will keep you warm and dry your eyes
My forever love, please, listen... You are so ******* beautiful. It's no coincidence all the constellations spell out your name. Cliches seem to be all I know anymore, but I have always thought we were more than a cliche. Maybe that's a cliche in itself. I'm not sure. Maybe I'm blind, but all I know is I was writing to you until 3 AM and that's all I've been doing since I woke up at 8. It's 11:11 and we both know my wish. I wonder if you have made any. You know I'm all about my signs and I can't help but tell you I've not missed one 11:11 since you left. I think the universe wants you back here, too
Darling, remember we were enough. Remember the days where everything went wrong, but we were always right. Or how we would go out knowing the entire time we couldn't wait to be back in bed next to each other. Remember this night, last year, when we drove home from Chicago. Remember how we got off the highway so we could pull over because we couldn't keep our hands off each other. I remember how gratifying it felt waking up everyday knowing you loved me. Remember the nights of endless binging and soul calibur. Before we met, remember how we talked hours on end, everyday. Not once has there been a dull moment between us. Remember the shows we started and finished. Or how every movie we wanted to see, we waited to watch together. Remember the night you picked me up and danced with me in the kitchen. Remember how there was never a world outside of us...
Lover, my hands were created to be laced around your neck. My body is your home and it's crying for you to come inside. My lips are cracked and I can't stop biting off the dead skin that once was kissed by you. And every night I wrap around my pillow hoping somehow it will turn into you. I know how hard love can be. Sometimes it feels as if we're a puzzle scattered throughout the house. But I promise we will find every piece and the end will be beautiful. Please do not forget that. The sun always rises and just as it sets, the moon appears. They say to live by the sun and feel by the moon, but like us, they work together. And today it's cloudy. And I know you're hurting but we are always in this together
My forever love, please, listen... You are so ******* beautiful. It's no coincidence all the constellations spell out your name. Cliches seem to be all I know anymore, but I have always thought we were more than a cliche. Maybe that's a cliche in itself. I'm not sure. Maybe I'm blind, but all I know is I was writing to you until 3 AM and that's all I've been doing since I woke up at 8. It's 11:11 and we both know my wish. I wonder if you have made any. You know I'm all about my signs and I can't help but tell you I've not missed one 11:11 since you left. I think the universe wants you back here, too
Darling, remember we were enough. Remember the days where everything went wrong, but we were always right. Or how we would go out knowing the entire time we couldn't wait to be back in bed next to each other. Remember this night, last year, when we drove home from Chicago. Remember how we got off the highway so we could pull over because we couldn't keep our hands off each other. I remember how gratifying it felt waking up everyday knowing you loved me. Remember the nights of endless binging and soul calibur. Before we met, remember how we talked hours on end, everyday. Not once has there been a dull moment between us. Remember the shows we started and finished. Or how every movie we wanted to see, we waited to watch together. Remember the night you picked me up and danced with me in the kitchen. Remember how there was never a world outside of us...
Lover, my hands were created to be laced around your neck. My body is your home and it's crying for you to come inside. My lips are cracked and I can't stop biting off the dead skin that once was kissed by you. And every night I wrap around my pillow hoping somehow it will turn into you. I know how hard love can be. Sometimes it feels as if we're a puzzle scattered throughout the house. But I promise we will find every piece and the end will be beautiful. Please do not forget that. The sun always rises and just as it sets, the moon appears. They say to live by the sun and feel by the moon, but like us, they work together. And today it's cloudy. And I know you're hurting but we are always in this together
