Believe it or not I Felt the same way about myself Before Your Dislike for me manifested itself.
I Understand (Somewhat) society's, the system's, stranger's Enmity Toward myself. I Had the same abhorrence For Myself...Nearly, committed suicide... Bought a hellium kit....contemplated ww1 , ww2 , Hiroshima, Nakisaki.... Veitnam war...
Then, A child touched me with their innocence, And MY OWN INNOCENCE Returned To me Pristine.
HOLY And DIVINE.
I , like the multitude Are saying in a gentle voice...No more violence, destruction Of Life.