It's hard to be real cheerful with my future looking grim And it's hard to smile brightly with a light that's going dim Used to know what I was doing, it was everything I had Now I can barely get excited, even as a senior grad I just see another episode, but next time even worse I don't know what is wrong with me, future looking cursed Each day it's gotten harder to stay focused on my grades With what seems a haunting ending that is already pre-made I tend to be impulsive and aggressively react There's no way I like my future, but there is no turning back