Today wouldn't be the same without you... I wouldn't have woken up with a stupid smile on my face or a bunch of cheesy love songs competing for the spot to repeat themselves over and over again in my head and maybe I would have slept a little longer but I wouldn't have slept as well and I wouldn't look forward to the time passing through this day if it wasn't because I know you just exist and it's a little strange and a little weird but you have lifted the weight of life without doing anything at all but saying goodmorning or goodnight from time to time and you have opened doors and found the secret corners I usually keep hidden and out of anyones view and I'm usually more terrified when I start to feel or care this way but there's something in the air and kindness of your voice that makes me feel comfortable and safe and I can't explain any of it without turning to the belief of magic or fate or writing bad poetry and leaving it somewhere you might find to read and I've been torn between wanting to say nothing or too much but in the end the thing I want most is just to tell you life isn't always easy and it might not even get easier but it is going to be ok and there is more I want to say but I can wait and promise I won't go anywhere before this storm has passed and I'll be here long after too because life like today wouldn't be the same if I hadn't stumbled into the knowledge that you are out there and you exist and that has made the difference only magic could explain