My whole body trembles at human contact like an addict that is on withdrawl so many years without touch leaves me searching for hands and embraces that will calm my feverish heart and the day after my heart is still excruciatingly beating trying to jump out of my chest and walk amongst the world to leap into someone's arms because that moment was not enough and I need more that moment was not enough I'm an addict of love and now I know the highs and lows of withdrawl