your words leave me as cold and as empty as the night sky your love as distant and dark as a new moon and my memories of you, scattered and sparkling like a million stars pale imitations of the bright full moon you used to be but isn't your light that i so admire just a reflection of my own desire? my own mirage? my own purgatory before the paradise? will you ever be that full moon again? shining down so brightly a smiling face watching over me but oh i feel so lonely just looking at you