You're taking all my firsts, away.
Maybe you do it on purpose.
Maybe you know how less exposed I am.
Or maybe you just do it for your ego.
Such kind words, polite mannerism.
Why do you pretend to be interested?
I know you have her.
You know you have her.
Why do you care?
Or should I say, act like you care?
I never wanted to be friends.
You had two options,
either to become mine, or cut all contact.
Then, where did this whole 'Friendship' thing come from?
Maybe..I should stop looking at your zodiac sign now.
It's not like we talk everyday.
But..maybe when I see a post, which reminds me of you,
you see the same post, and think about me?
Why did you have to be in touch, while having her,
when all I wanted was to stay away from you.
What am I to you?
You have so many friends, am I one of them?
Something more?
Or do I own a special place in your already taken heart?
Please be clear,
because I'm just tired of being happy for you and someone who isn't me.

                   ~kc
                     7.8.16