The doctor asks me why I'm here That's a little open ended, isn't it? I wish I were as quick, but I think Too long and explain my case in full Without any embellishment, I came Because my back hurts like a mother Pushing, can't move my leg and now Painfully both enter and exit bed He Nods as if he knows, he wants to know The extensive list of all my meds, three One, that gets me to the cold side of balance One, that redistributes fat, hips and ******* One, that bottlenecks testosterone tighter Than either full ***. Gender reassignment? He asks so I say yep. Duck Dynasty is on the TV, in the corner above the room. The papers Want to know if I'm claustrophobic, I check no. That is before my first MRI. Before I'm loaded Feet first. Now I know myself better, too. The room is hot as he shares the results, bald Headed sweat drips down a muscular man Shy of forty, you've ruptured your disks. Three. One on top of one on top of another. I guess That in the end I just got too fat, that any extra Burden collapsed my spine. I swear I do my best, Avoid any extra psychological stress, but right Now everyone is dying