Aaron loves Anna
I dunno..
Maybe I feel like I can't compare to her and I don't even know her but he talks so highly of her like...
I dunno..

Maybe I should quit while I'm ahead
Like he should just go back to her since they were so good together...
It's not even about how I feel like i just think he'd be happier.. without me
Yet again
I dunno..
I don't feel secure in relationships with others like..
I'm too messed up
There's always someone better
I can never be #1
And I get it ya know like I understand like.. I'll always be alone..
NOT THAT I DONT LIKE BEING ALONE
I'm used to it now
I dunno..
Way to go Anna you won
and i lose. as usual
I want to cry
There's like a pain in my heart to know I'll never be 'her'...
I'll probably just be another girl..
another 8 months of both our lives wasted..
And it hurts
I dunno..
It seems like he doesn't notice when I'm hurting.. maybe I'm just that good at hiding it?
I dunno
Maybe I'm thinking too much
Maybe he's actually over her..  but I can't convince myself that it's true.. I feel like he'll always love her...

And he only loves me..
temporarily