I was always different from what people expected I know I'm still so immature I still learn from my life lessons so many responsibilities that I have neglected my vision was always strong in a different direction had a lot that I had bottled inside I couldn't express it Pain wont leave me for a day I can feel the depression Its taking over my body, mind and soul Its like I'm always stressing People tell me that I should sleep but I'm always so restless I lay awake at night and think my thoughts are so helpless Do I need a moment to breath? Just a moment to vent this? I seem to be the only person that I play pretend with *When all the lights go out what am I really left with?