The cuts and scars are nothing new

They have just gotten deeper

You say this won't happen again  

This time you will put and end to it

But the hatred in your eyes say different

Your words sink deep in my soul

But your punches hit harder

And you enjoy every moment of my hurt

Later you say sorry and you care

"I'm so sorry baby, I won't be like everyone else"

"Will you forgive me if I say sorry"

"I still love you, you mean everything to me"

But that's the saddest of it all

You don't love me

I know I deserve better

A part of me enjoys the pain though

Because the pain

The pain Is the only thing I can
Keep holding on to live anymore