You were my mistress, my ever lasting love So beautiful and free like a dove I wish I could prevent you from this wreck You were too delicate to protect If only I could stop the gods above
I loved you and you loved me You went out of your way to pay this fee I was blessed with your grace You lit a fire in me with your embrace Why couldn't I just let you be
You were more then my best friend My wounds you did mend If only I could do the same And prevent you from this pain I wish this wasn't the end
I wasn't the only heart you did steal I couldn't help how it made me feel But I was to blind to see That you only had eyes for me But I just couldn't tell what was real
All these emotions manipulated You were so devastated I don't know how I couldn't see I was hurting the only one who loved me This was a monster love created
You didn't run, you didn't hide You just looked me in the eyes as your cried You tried to calm me down with your speech You thought there was a part of me you could reach But still you died
If only you picked some one whose love you deserved Instead of picking the man you served But now you're in heaven after all that pain And I will be in hell but the only thing that will keep me sane Is keeping the memory of you preserved