the things that i want to say are the things that might scare you away how can i validate or dispel the thoughts in my head without taking a risk? a risk that could change everything for the better or a risk that could ruin everything why gamble away what is already good? because there is a potential to discover something even better. my heart is screaming to take the plunge, my head is telling me it would be a total loss who do i follow when i'm so torn?