I miss her smell. It calms me down when I am panicked and anxious. The smell helps me feel safe and helps me sleep. I miss her touch. The feeling of her touching my arms or just holding my hand makes my emotions rage throughout my body. I miss her being around me. It keeps me safe just being next to her. We donβt even need to talk or communicate but just knowing that in the silence that we both care for each other and we can sit in silence without it being awkward.