I sit here trying to be quiet. I sit here trying not to yell at someone. I sit here holding back tears and fears. I sit here with rushing thoughts of death. I sit here biting my tongue. I sit here and listen to their words go in one ear and out the other. I sit here trying to keep calm. I sit here with dreadful feelings. I sit here alone. I sit here in class and no one sees how bad it is. I sit here and no one cares about the ones with darkness in their heart.