I am intelligent but yet I wonder
I wonder how you actually feel about me
I hear your laughter even if it'sfake
I see you having fun
I want, I want, I want you to be happy
I am intelligent but yet I wonder

I pretend to be happy so you dont worry
I choose to tell you about how I feel for you
I feel despair because how I have made you feel
I touched your hand for the first time and it made me happy
I worry for what you do after I hurt you
I cry when I hurt you it makes me feel despair
I am intelligent but yet I wonder

I understand you dont feel the same
I say I dont feel jealousy but I do
I dream for you to feel the same about me
I try as had as I can so I dont have feelings for you
I hope you will be happier in life once I'm out of it
I am intelligent but yet I wonder

I wonder how could I think you will feel the same about me