Sorry for all the things I couldn't give you
the disappointment I turned out to be
not the typical excellent polished gleaming marble statue
but a shy weathered away and graying figure
frozen among such spirited people in the world
forgive me for trying to move along with them
for wanting to live and find myself and others
for not wanting to be a perfectly polished statue frozen in time forever to be adored
then stuffed away in the back of a rusty old shed
then melted away and forgotten what my remains had once been instead
forgive me I'm sorry
that among the lies of your world I was the truth
but I couldn't find the strength within the bottom of my soul
to forgive you and let you know.