I hate myself sometimes, I truly do
It’s like my heart can’t comprehend that I’m over you
We barely talk anymore, so why do my ears cling to every word you utter
I almost never see you, but when I do my eyes won’t look away
I try so hard not to think of you, but my brain always finds a way to wonder to past memories
All these things enable me from moving on
I want to so bad..
You have
Why can’t I?
Why do I still love you?