I am disconnected. Though I long to be a part of the collective heart that binds all, I do not feel its tangible will. I do not see the helping hand. Apathy stands. Dullness fills this ill fed fawning, yawning body. The heat saps, makes me want naps more then human connections. Today dies the dullest death of all. nothing ventured, nothing gained, and only a small poem to mark this mundane Monday.