Now i need to find some senseΒ Β to speak. I found the words, i made none of them by myself and this is unfair for you. I wanted to find something only for you, a space where none other would fit in. You weren't like everybody else and it feels like betraying that i saw you crying. Why tell them? They would be happy to know you were like them, not different, but i won't let them remember you the way it fits them. I know that they don't feel pain every time a memory comes at top and it kills them that they didn't know you as i did. They weren't what i was for you and they will never be what you were for me. They better not remember you at all.