I have always wondered, when I am sad, wallowing and broken.

I can feel my heartbeat slow the deeper I fall into melancholy, as if my soul itself is leaving my body.

If I were to keep falling into the darkness, the cold, the ocean depths where thoughts and emotions are covered by a cloud of numbness, will I reach a point where my heart would stop?

Would I then be dead, or would I find a world in between where all the broken souls go, where we all float in a state of non existence combined with a frozen state of feeling.

Can my sadness **** my heart?

Am I the only one who has those moments, I think not.

Because sometimes,

when I look at you, you look as if your heart is frozen from your burdens.