I stand atop the railings, and take in some fresh air. If I were to jump now, would anybody care?
The world is now retreating, I feel myself getting further from the ground. If I took my life a mile away, would I even make a sound?
A crowd soon starts to gather, they say "You have your whole life ahead of you!" But life isn't some simple game, if only those fools knew.
I fill my lungs with one breath, as do others as I leap. I smile, knowing what awaits me, is joy and eternal sleep.
The world must truly despise me, something just won't let me leave. I lie conscious on the ground, wiping my tears with a frayed jumper sleeve.
Strangers try to comfort me, they say "It's okay to cry." But crying won't change anything, it's easier to give up and die.
I wrote this today when I had a spare class. I'm not sure how I feel about it, what are your opinions? I've been having these feelings here and there recently. But I don't think I'll go through with killing myself ever. It's a permanent solution to a (possibly) temporary problem.