Tirelessly I am searching
Reaching for another answer or something else that makes sense
A self-fulfilling prophecy - I shoot myself in the face
Unavoidable
Desolate and Worthless.
I am the source of my deepest grief
An obsession and fixation that can not be shaken.
I am forsaken
Lost
It is the only path that I choose
My muse - I may never let this go
With me in my dreams forever
"I will be scarred for life"