I have written this letter of my impending death Of my own will, my delusion, in my last breath A spear breaches the armor, pain penetrates the soul I bear this wound in horror and march on through the snow
Oh, that I were home with you Blessed to be of the surviving few To live the dream of freedom’s bliss To escape the ink of death’s list
There the young shall fear no more The old shall rest with unlocked doors There I shall play guitar and sing And through the walls our laughter rings
Friends and neighbors shall smile and wave There upon fresh linens we shall lay To sleep the dark and rejoice the dawn There the ties to life hold strong
Yet these tides have turned against the meek My burning eyes grow tired and weak I fear the cold has come to stay And the blinding night has replaced the day I attempt to hide in my pretense But the storm is nigh, the fog grows dense Redeemer of these fallen stars The sky grows darker where you are By these sands of time running low I’m not so far from letting go
An enemy dances at our gates Internal bigotry, fear and hate Our children die in foreign wars And here we ask "what was it for?” Until at last we are no more