i will never be able to find solace in substance the way you helped yourself cope with the loss of us long before you had your feet out the door there is no possible articulation that i can find myself capable of that would make you understand what it is like to lose you i was stuck in an infinite loop of the same words over and over again telling me that i could have done something, that it was all my fault, and that my love was not enough my love was more than enough!!