I haven't been able to shake this most recalcitrant feeling that the best of my poetry lies behind me, I know it's silly, still I feel it's true.
I don't know how to write anymore, It is not composition to which I refer; I do not have the will to express anger, I do not have an interest in any treatise.
Even the depressive laments I transcribe most ruminatorily do not appear to be of any significant worth. Everything that I go to transcribe I feel ashamed of. I lost interest and have forgone my soul and all its contents. Gone are the bashful stories from my mischievous youth, Gone are the great pondering pieces I'd craft of the universe. The poetry stalled, I am no use; There's no meaning
to be found in these navy blues.
Gods, how has it lasted this long? You haven't been taking your vitamins!