I tell you
I dont know who I am anymore
I tell you I'm a stranger
Taken over by an imposter
This body doesn't fit into mine
Its hijacked my mind
I tell you
I don't know who is in control
But it's not me
I tell you
I'm scared
Because people can't tell the difference
I tell you things have changed
Even though nothing has
I'm telling you I'm not happy
I haven't been for a long time
I'm longing for a change
For something to arrive
What it is I'm not sure
Just that my bones hurt
And my eyes can't rest
My blood hums in anticipation