I try so ******* hard to be happy.
I try so hard to be positive.
I try.

But, I still feel.
I still feel like my life is over and I'm only 21.
All because I couldn't finish college.
Every adult I meet tells me to go back to school like its that simple.
I don't even know what I want to do with my life, still.

I know I just need a break, I need to breathe.