Sometimes that regret comes back to haunt me
And I think "If I did it, I wouldn't be suffering."

I'd do anything to take away these agonizing days
This hurt I feel, this never ending pain.

This negative state I can not get out of
You see, there is no light, so what is the outcome?

Should it be a quick death to end the misery?
Or drain in this river of prayers, crying for mercy.

Should it be a quick blow to the head, to forget the rest?
Or slowly endure this test, and hope for the best.

Whatever the outcome shall be, I hope it ends this misery.