Take that chance, take the fall because falling is the first step to flying, It is the landing you have to worry about You may fall but never land. You never really know what you get until you are sure you want it. Be sure, and by what i can see, you want your illuminating star, no matter how much you push away, the gravity of that star pulls you in. So listen to me....take the fall, because it might just be the best **** ride you're given in this life.