How do you forget your suffering? How does it become just a nightmare?
You occasionally wake in sweat, a loved one cradling your face, whispers of "It's alright, dear." Were you crying in your sleep? A half remembered dream, you no longer know. You close your eyes and return to sleep, loved one's body against yours.
When will your suffering only haunt you on the coldest of nights, like a half remembered past life?