Walking on top of muddy grass I head to my car Open my rear car door and I see shambles mountain. Papers fall from my backpack gum wrappers sprawl out Half-empty plastic water bottles on the floor I throw all the trash into a white plastic bag As I dump the filth into the bag my clothes appear Underneath the heap of unwashed clothing Lies a bible in the backseat of my sedan Its blue paperback cover is bent out of shape Crumbly creased pages fan out like clipped angel wings The book has sunk into the grey lumpy leather Dust coats the molded edges of the scuffed pages I pick up the book and clean it’s raggedy cover With the bottom of my white-t shirt, now it looks fine Flipping through each of the old pages I wonder Why did I leave it in the backseat of my car? I look at the disorganized landscape and sigh It all comes back to me as I rub on the binding Up and down on the tattered spine, I see my church Inside the church laying on a tabletop counter Is the backseat bible, my hand grabs it and I leave. Both church and daydream, the book sits softly in my hands All of a sudden my cell-phone plays an oldie I’m late for the movies with my friends, I close the door Jumping into the front seat I tell them I’ll be late My seatbelt wraps around my body clicking in In the passenger seat I place my bible beside me I pull out of my driveway, and drive in a new direction