You're only a tiny voice in the back of my head, but still you sing louder than anything I've ever said. I don't mean to be so distant, and I never intended to show you resistance. It's just that I don't know how to sleep with you next to me, I never make the right move, I always **** up the timing of everything. I need to know that there's a place inside you, a space where I can hide when I need to. And I hope that you don't need this letter to remind you, I'm only looking forward, I don't care what lies behind you.