i hate to leave something this important in a note i want to tell you to your face but i've realized that i won't babe, you know that i love you, but sometimes, that's not enough acceptance will someday follow but admitting it can be tough i'm sick of feeling this way i need some kind of break i never thought it'd come to this but right now it's more than i can take i'm sick of hiding the tears i swore i'd never use this doesn't make me happy but i don't know what else i can do something needs to change, i'm sick of leaning upon faith i'm inclined to bend for fear we'll someday break i'll call you in a few days, i just need to take some time sorting through these thoughts and clearing up my mind know i love you despite what breaks free from this pen but no matter what happens, things will never be the same again