My thoughts are poisoned I can't relax, I can't rest Nothing makes me sad
Or happy, I try I can't relax, I need rest I need to fix this
Nothing makes me happy or sad or feel anything. I write poems that I don't feel any passion for and then delete them. I can never relax. I'm not looking forward to anything in the future. I need to change my life, I need to take a break from everything.