Dear caught in the crossfire  
I always wanted a big brother guess I got more than I bargained for. The two of you were too close to count and I've lost track of how many missed messages there are. I don't save numbers and your not any exception to it. Now you're screaming and crying through the phone but I let it go to voice-mail.  I let it go to voice-mail.  I let it go to voice-mail. Now I'm 18 states and 81 miles away and I know I'll never check it.
Dear your open Arizona arms,
Sorry to decline the invitation but it's just to close to the hurt and too far from home. Nice car though, glad to see that one of us is still moving forward in life. Sorry you think that I'm the last puzzle piece, only living link connecting you back to him but holding a broken frame won't put the picture back together if it's missing pieces. The picture has changed and we both know I don't belong here anymore. Cement block siblings in front of my tongue and I can't say your ******* name either.
Dear heretic,
This punishment has different faces and one of them is yours.