My hair is still slightly damp My socks fall down from the edge of my knees I ate too many black beans And my love whispered **** things And I saw it all in the peak of my mind Like his body and my body they We're together in sound, smell, function But I disappeared to a lone island And dug my heels into heavy dirt.
Every day I'm learning to love myself And sometimes it helps to paint it out So much has changed It's nearly given me whiplash And somedays I'm so gracious so grateful And like a bolt of lightning through the air The next day I carry a fog with me.
I get to work on set tomorrow I become more and more over it As I spend time behind a desk Making less money than I deserve With serves that don't see the merit I'm doing their hostesses right But still I smile and act kind Because it's not worth the misery Unless I've slipped it under my feet Along with the heavy dirt From the island of lone.
I'm so lucky I'm the luckiest I should be so thankful And each day a flurry of hateful thoughts Some days louder and more noticeable Echo and fluctuate Echo and fluctuate
7am call time It would be easier to sleep in my own bed But all I want tonight Is to go learn some things To give and receive love To eat autumnal portions Nuzzle and find contentment Purpose Be myself And wake up happy to be alive.