Trying to fill a gap. Those moments we had were all meaningless. You don't miss me, you don't ever try and see me, it's insulting. You know, I have boys that never stop calling, fall all over me. Ones I don't love, just love their company. Like to tell them eat their dindins, worry for them when they say they've been two days without eating and that they owe two grand tick to the white man. Laugh at their jokes, we're best friends, they tell me I'm cool and I know it's true, boosts my ego, makes me sad, hold my hand it's the same way you crack me in two.