This evening I will discover a fibrous black-green substance under the nails of the first three fingers on my right hand. I will excavate it with a nail file, and inspect it in my palm, it will be poked, prodded, and rolled into a ball. I will recognize this substance. While I recollect, There will be a sleeping sea turtle one hour south, twenty minutes out, and twelve meters deep with three long scratches etched into the algae - exposing a marbled shell. My vision will narrow and my senses will perk. I will breath long heavy breaths into my regulator, I will feel fins pushing past, up and through my heart strings, I will spill salt water tears, The ocean is a fishbowl that contains only me, and a creature after my own self.