When you left
I had to stay high every night
Just to keep you off my mind
I drank till the morning sun
Just to clear my head from you
If I stayed sober for a little while
I'll remember you and our memories
Then I'll scream to the heavens
Until they hear me
but they never do
So everyday I find a fix
I cant go home alone again
I need someone to numb the pain
or else, I'll end up on your doorsteps
Begging you to take me back again
But you never will, never did.