Could I?
Could I do it?
It's only everyone that I know,
And they don't look that hard at me,
Do they?
Would they even notice?
Almost certainly.
And it definitely wouldn't be forgotten.
But isn't that what I want?
Yes, but not like this.
But this way would be quicker,
This would get it out of the way,
And I'm tough, right?
And I have friends who'd keep me safe,
But still...
So many eyes, always.
Besides, I won't have time to prepare,
Nor the energy,
So for another day,
I won't.