Is it possible to be jealous of the future? Of the people you will meet that will make your dimples grow deeper? Of the places you will see without me, the pieces of pizza you will eat? Of the new shoes you will pick out and the dinner party you wear them to? Of the girl you meet there, who's laugh you'll like so much that you'll forget about mine? Of the dinners you cook and the hikes you go on. The adventures you'll have, the drives, the movies, the nights spent asleep, the kisses? The kisses.