Lonely nights,
Cold moon's light,
No sunshine,
No woman of mine,
No neck to bite,
No breast to grip,
No flesh tonight,
No leg to lick,
I long for the scent of honey,
Wet, warm on my face,
Lingering kisses on your tummy,
Prickled skin where I've traced,
A room full of soft moans,
Whimpers of need,
My slave shackled in lust's hold,
Your nectar I drink,
Cradling a limp body,
As we become one,
Squeezing me softly,
As you ***,
Filling my senses,
That liquid aroma,
Leaving you breathless,
As I go slower,
But again it was cut short,
Just a flash in my mind,
The image adored,
But still,
No woman of mine-
Nothing but an empty void,
In this life forsaken,
Everything touched was destroyed,
Another soul taken,
Liquor fueled hate,
That nothing will numb,
I would **** to change,
What the **** I've become,
Somethin to fill the space,
In this nightmare I live in,
All the blood spilled on this page,
Couldn't tame the ****** I live with,
Just me and my brain,
Going through familiar motions,
It's turned me insane,
Getting harder to focus,
Til the image has faded,
Once again back on earth,
I guess it aint hate, just,
Painful hurt-
HED TRAMAβ’