I'm sorry. I wish I hadn't, because then I wouldn't be this deep. I'm sorry. I wish I had, because then I could see clearer. I'm sorry. I wish in general, because it only leads to confusion. I'm sorry. I wished for you, because it only lead to heartbreak. I'm sorry. I let go, because I now am lost. I'm sorry.* I'm sorry.
After realizing I cant change this back to private, please ignore my lil dramatic self.