I don’t want to have to explain to my kids what the scars are on my wrist. Will these scars stay on my skin forever and haunt me? I need you tonight, are you here? I need a hug. I don’t want people to stare at me, acting like I’m not a human being. When you stare at me, I’m afraid you will see my imperfections. I don’t want you to run away, I want you to stay please. Don’t leave me alone to face this world. I need you, please stay. You are the reason I wake up; you are the reason I keep going. I have felt the urge to self-harm so many times, but I don’t. I stop myself somehow, I stop because I have to. I stopped for you.