I feel so disconnected Trying to reach out to my closest friends is now a multi-step chore. And I hope for them, I haven't become a bore. I hope these cables and signals keep us from drifting apart because if that ever happened, it'd break my heart to know that you don't want me around. It feels like you wouldn't care if I were laying in the ground. All I ask is how you've been But all I get in return is that you're nowhere to be seen anywhere on my feeds, on my dashboards, no texts to read. If you don't want to hear from me, that's your choice. I mean... I guess this distance does damper my voice... I feel so disconnected. Maybe this time I've gone in under my head.
This poem I wrote after being harshly cut off by a close friend shortly after I moved away for school.