I punish myself daily to deny a god. Do angels cry? Pinning hope in a crisis to extract the truth from a dying moon? A ghost walks on the wall to enter the alphabets of living deads. Ambrosiaβ was not sufficient to resuscitate a bleeding cross. I am charting my life for you to forget me. Quasi-surrender. No never I am just learningβ how to meet the death. Another name of victory.