It's time to reveal my life's secret
how can I keep it in the dark
while It's weighing on my heart
Do you wanna hear it
First you must promise to keep it
I want you to mark my words
I know you won't believe it
It's the matter of an incurable disease
it's difficult to deal with it
I should hold back my tears
not show any sign of weakness
I fought and found the strength in my weakness
I do believe that it will fade away
I changed my view on myself
I've accepted the way I am
but you are not in the same boat
you should go for a better life
now you know why I am remote
I wrote it here to let you know
why I told you leave me alone
it was of your own interest not mine
I don't want to embroil your emotion
but you need to face reality
I should break free
I wish you achieve all your goals
But I have a request
please forgive me
and don't shed a tear for me