In the midst of a crowd of people blurred faces and forms passing by I feel dazed lost and alone there are vaguely familiar faces half hearted smiles and shoulder bumps I want someone to call out and greet me I want to be acknowledged and smiled at I want to walk amongst a group of close friends and feel as if I could belong somewhere but everyone continues to walk on by while I make my way to the edge of the cliff and when my feet touch nothing but air they still walk on by without even a glimpse towards me.