The problem is–– when I see your face I see a question, one unanswerable to me or to anyone.
Your eyes desire this thing. A thing physically unpresentable, and yet you are undeterrable in your quest to possess this "thing," which I can tell you does not exist.
I am not it yet somehow I feel you see me as a key to "it" and this melts me, because I too once searched but have since ceased.
We both sought ((?)) but at different times, now we meet and some comfort does lie in knowing people still search.